I seek something
I feel I am not at my peak
I am not there yet…but where is THERE?
I am trying
I am struggling
I have gambled and taken chances
I have tested different methods
I have applied laws and THE LAW
I still feel something is missing
I still feel unsatisfied
There is so much silence or is the expected voice drowned in the noise around me?
I stop…I wait and then I move again. Did I move too soon? Did I wait too long?
I thought I heard something, but maybe it was just the dominant thought in my mind factory
I thought you said…but what has gone wrong?
I missed some steps, yes I thought I had a better idea
I stepped back, afraid to take the plunge…I only had excuses
It is still fuzzy…I can’t make out the shape or the boundaries yet
I still want to stay strong
I am reaching out for your hand to hold
I still feel the pull and I’ll go in that direction
I will keep going because you spoke ONCE!